scaredI've kinda worked out whats at the source of my current problem - and that is fear. I seem now, when I didn't used to, to be getting scared of things. I'm finding this really worrying as I distinctly remember having a confident, if not blase attitude to everything.
Maybe I should set the cat on the keyboard and see if he can come up with any cathartic writing.
Either that or read a lot more Dune - I must not fear. Fear is the mindkiller. And fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will abate my fear. I will permit it to pass over me
I'm worried about me.
